Did I really think that,
everything could stay the same?
That I could be 17 forever?
Tomorrow everything will change,
or maybe not.
I'll be 18, tomorrow,
Life will start for real, now,
but why, why does it feel,
like it's over?
Am I losing myself,
losing a part of me?
Tomorrow everything will change,
or maybe not.
I'm not scared nor excited,
just curious.
What will tomorrow bring?
Tomorrow and the rest
of my life..
Over and over again
with nothing else
on my mind
my heart is pounding
my mouth is dry
I'm wondering now
why don't I try
not to give in
knowing I can't
overwhelming and then
nothing more than
over and over again
the fear of losing
this battle, this beast
over and over again
Living this mess
To just be here
breathing and living
not thinking about
the chaos and stress
live brings good but
it can be a mess
To just be here
walking around
feeling the earth and
giving your all
and standing up
after you fall
To just be here
has never been
anything like 'just'
you get and you give
and hopefully, in time,
you'll be able to just live
Did I really think that,
everything could stay the same?
That I could be 17 forever?
Tomorrow everything will change,
or maybe not.
I'll be 18, tomorrow,
Life will start for real, now,
but why, why does it feel,
like it's over?
Am I losing myself,
losing a part of me?
Tomorrow everything will change,
or maybe not.
I'm not scared nor excited,
just curious.
What will tomorrow bring?
Tomorrow and the rest
of my life..
Over and over again
with nothing else
on my mind
my heart is pounding
my mouth is dry
I'm wondering now
why don't I try
not to give in
knowing I can't
overwhelming and then
nothing more than
over and over again
the fear of losing
this battle, this beast
over and over again
I want to talk to you by whyshouldiknow, literature
Literature
I want to talk to you
I haven't found
you, the person
I'm dreaming about
I've been looking
however, I never, ever
even thought
that I found you
the one person
who will understand me
no use of words, just that
being there, together
puzzle solved, finished
I've been looking
waiting and dreaming
but never found
I wanna talk, I just
need you
Stolen from blueforestangelcat.. 'Cause it looked like fun.. :)
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.' (And they talk back! :O)
[x] You have run into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[ ] You have been called a blonde. (I'm a brunette).
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[ ] You just sang them to make s
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~dannashoe
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If you could date anyone at this moment who would it be? Probably... Rupert Grint.. (A)
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? Nope.
Whats your favorite thing on DA? Looking around..
Favorite artist on here? Hmm.. I like all kinds of artists.
Whats your favorite band? I like Jason Mraz (he's not actually a band.. oh well)
Do you have a friend on here you have never met? I gu
___Currently___
Feeling: excited about this list xD
Single or Taken?: Single
Eating: not much
Drinking: water
Typing: yes
Online?: yes
Listening To: coconut records with nighttiming
Thinking About: this question
Wanting To: sleep
Watching: videos on youtube
Wearing: t-shirt and jeans
__________Future________
Want Kids?: would love to
Want to be Married: yes
Careers in Mind: not really.. maybe a writer or a photographer?
Where do you want to live?: for right now; here but later maybe in a foreign land
Car: volkswagen van
__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
Hair colour: doesn't really matter
Hair length: not too shor